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Junior Blues

by Walker Diver

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1.
Fugitive 03:48
Fugitive I’ve been harbouring a fugitive A thought that found its way into my mind I don’t know where it came from It’s been sitting there quietly for quite some time Once in a while it rears its head To make sure that I don’t forget it’s there It’s getting harder to ignore The whisper turns into a roar It’s everywhere It leaks into my consciousness It’s gaining ground I don’t know where to hide Suddenly when I’m not looking It takes me for a roller coaster ride Once in a white it rears its head To make sure that I don’t forget it’s there It’s getting harder to ignore The whisper turns into a roar It’s everywhere Oooh if you love me you’ll stop haunting me Oooh if you love me get away from me Get away (solo) It’s everywhere It’s everywhere It’s everywhere It’s everywhere
2.
I’m Not So Bad I tried to rise above my raising But I’m too honest to be living a lie A widescreen life with double glazing Was a station too high The flies on me are smarter Than I could ever learn to be If the problems get any harder You will see the back of me I can’t whitewash my blue collar And I won’t disown my kin But I can raise my glass and holler Celebrate the state I’m in I’m not so bad I’m not so bad I’m not so bad Though maybe not the best you ever had Read all the right books Some I even understood But I get all those funny looks When I say: none of them were any good I can’t whitewash my blue collar And I won’t disown my kin But I can raise my glass and holler Celebrate the state I’m in I’m not so bad I’m not so bad I’m not so bad Though maybe not the best you ever had solo I’m not so bad I’m not so bad I’m not so bad Though maybe not the best you ever had
3.
Captain Kirk 03:40
Captain Kirk The stereo was blasting Double Nickels On The Dime And we drifted off to a place without time I see you bought some plants to brighten up the place They’re dying in your window sill But they’re doing it with grace Lying on your ashtray floor Looking up at Captain Kirk And the battered old kites And your boyfriend’s ugly smirk I can hardly hear you over the voices in my head I can barely hear myself say “Think it’s time I’m off to bed” Peddling home, I take the long cut, underneath a purple sky I might take off any minute, I think I’ve jus learned to fly Lying on your ashtray floor Looking up at Captain Kirk And the battered old kites And your boyfriend’s ugly smirk I didn’t come here to fall in love I didn’t even come here to chat But you’re sitting awful close And you’re not helping with my maths You’re a sick little girl The stereo was blasting New Day Rising once again Screw George Orwell, eighty four was heaven sent I passed by your old house the other day I could swear I saw the same plants withering away
4.
Oh Jealousy 03:03
Oh Jealousy Oh jealousy What have you done to me Why did I trade you in for my dignity Oh jealousy Why do you make me see Things that only happen in my reality I would follow her around In her dreams if I could To satisfy my suspicious mind I go through her stuff Looking for things I hope I’ll never find Oh jealousy What have you done to me Why do you temper with my sanity Oh jealousy Why do you make me see Things that only happen in my reality She drops things – she was never a clutch She eats too little, drinks too much And my paranoia Gets turned up a notch Love is patient, love is kind But trouble leaps up from behind I never saw it coming Till it stared me in the face It’s not you that I’ve lost faith in It was me all along But I pointed the finger Now the damage is done Solo
5.
Don't mind me, babe Don't mind me babe I'm only falling Falling out of the family tree Yeah my mama and my papa Don't want to see me 'less I've been good Don't mind me babe I'm only crawling on the dirty kitchen floor You can put me back together You know where all the pieces go It hasn't always been this way But I can hardly remember when times were good It hasn't always been this way But I've been drunk since December That much I know Don't mind me babe I think I've fallen From God's radar long ago Try to find me with a torch light In the darkness where I roam It hasn't always been this way But I can hardly remember when times were good It hasn't always been this way But I've been drunk since December That much I know Don't mind me babe I'm only stalling Yes I'll change but not right now I'm busy drinking and forgetting But I'll get 'round to it somehow
6.
You’re A Daddy Now The spare bedroom is a nursery now and all of a sudden you’re a daddy somehow It scares the shit out of you You’re seventeen going on thirty-two Seems like only yesterday You were drinking your life away In a dive off twenty second street Where all the careless people meet You’re a daddy now Another mouth to feed Another pair of eyes To make your heart bleed You’re a daddy now Oh man you’re a daddy now Here’s to hoping she’ll take after her mother ‘Cause daddy’s still got one foot in the gutter I know that it sounds pretty strange But maybe you’re too young to change Your friends have stopped calling you ‘Cause you can’t do the things that they do You say I can do without those guys How come it feels like a sacrifice? You’re a daddy now Another mouth to feed Another pair of eyes To make your heart bleed You’re a daddy now Oh man you’re a daddy now solo
7.
Anodyne 03:43
Ten Years Dressed to kill in a dress that's to die for A homecoming queen that feels like an eyesore Living a lie that nobody buys but you Sooner or later it's got to come true Ten years is a long time to be on a bender Got one foot in a box marked return to sender I'm your only imperfection I'm the crease you can't smooth out I'm the one who won't stop caring Just because I'm not allowed Drinking alone, no one willingly partakes in washing down your hard-headed heartaches Dear Dolly Parton is singing along to the sound of hearts breaking in unison A life designed to piss you off is the only kind you've learned to love Try your hand at something lighter This lie won't get any whiter So come on home Won’t you come on home solo
8.
Ten Years 03:17
Anodyne I’m calling the shots now You’re looking a little pale I’ve learned how to deal with failure You’re still learning how to fail So you’re lagging behind Well as long as you don’t rewind We’ve got time To kill and spill, it’s not a crime Why would you want to hurry Changes take time My consolation, it was just an anodyne just an anodyne I’m raising a question You think I’m raising hell But I just want an honest answer The one your lips fight to quell Tell me how are you doing Your face is in ruins What have you got To lose that’s still worth keeping Why would you want to hurry Changes take time My consolation was just an anodyne And after all this time the water is still too stormy No plain sailing for you (3x) No plain sailing For you Just an anodyne
9.
Junior Blues 03:58
Junior Blues I don’t know how to quit smoking Or how to tell you I’ve begun I’m afraid the secrecy Is part of the fun Got a pack of Luckies Hidden in my fishing gear But I only go fishing To get away from here I’ve decided I’m no longer a child I do what I want and I want to be wild I don’t know if you’ve noticed but I have grown Into someone you no longer own I’ve been cutting classes I’ve been lying about my grades I don’t belong with those dumbasses I don’t care about straight A’s This house is suffocating The walls come closer every day Everything is alienating Sometimes I think I might be gay ooh mama you’ve raised a basket case ooh mama I feel so out of place ooh mama you used to make things right ooh mama please turn on the light Things were easier when I was a child I don’t know what I want and I ain’t all that wild I don’t know if you’ve noticed but I have grown But I’m still scared shitless to end up alone
10.
Life of Crime If the word gets out there’ll be hell to pay And it’s hard to run with these feet of clay Drop the guilt and the shame, they’re just slowing us down I know just the place where we can’t be found Oh what will they do to us Are you sure we’re too young for jail I’ve been saving up Maybe I can put up bail If your brother rats on us we’re trouble bound Can we bribe him with those baseball cards we found All I know is I won’t be doing time For a GI Joe we stole at the five & dime This life of crime is not for me My nerves can’t take this much anxiety This life of crime just gets me down I just want my mom and daddy to be proud solo Oh what will they do to us Are you sure we’re too young for jail I’ve been saving up Maybe I can put up bail If your brother rats on us we’re trouble bound
11.
Back Into The Blue I’ve been sitting here trying to keep track of time By the look of the empties I’m half past fine I’ve been wanting to go For an hour or so Would you believe I’ve been dying to leave But it’s hard to get up for a man without a spine Oh what in the world am I gonna do With the memory of you? But wait for your face to fade away Back into the blue I’ve been killing myself going over chocolate box scenes I’ve been kidding myself that’s the way we’ve always been It’s a wonderful lie That I’d love to be true But It’s a pretty far cry From the real me & you I would downplay disaster in favour of the dream Oh what in the world am I gonna do With the memory of you? But wait for your face to fade away Back into the blue I was the Robin to your Marianne Before things turned Shakespearean And if I had to do it all again I’d invest in a happy end solo Oh what in the world am I gonna do With the memory of you? But wait for your face to fade away Back into the blue
12.
Mary, Mary 04:06
Mary, Mary Oh Mary, Mary Tear my heart off my sleeve And carry, carry Carry my heart to the sea Don’t you let it get stranded On the barrier reef For I just had it mended at the Bar & Grill Infirmary Oh I’m not saying that you are the one No, I’m just saying the demons have gone Since you’re here They won’t come near Oh Mary, stay with me Oh Mary, Mary I put all my trust in you You can bury, bury The things for which I have no use All the skins that I’ve shed And some dispositions too All the doubts that I’ve had Fifteen years of self-abuse Oh I’m not saying that you are the one No, I’m just saying the demons have gone Since you’re here They won’t come near Oh Mary, stay with me Oh Mary, Mary There’s nothing I would rather do Than marry, marry A woman half as good as you Ah but Mary, Mary That would be a first For me to do Exactly as I should Oh I’m not saying that you are the one No, I’m just saying the demons have gone Since you’re here They won’t come near Oh Mary, stay with me Oh Mary, stay with me Oh Mary, stay with me

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released April 4, 2007

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Walker Diver Utrecht

Walker Diver is basically Utrecht-based musician Stefan ‘t Hooft. In the 90’s he played in several punk and garage bands, and decides to go solo in 2002 under the moniker of Walker Diver. Between 2004 and 2017 he releases 3 albums and a couple of singles, and does lots of shows with a complete live band. Album #4 was released in 2023 by Gram Records on vinyl, cassette and streaming platforms. ... more

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